Sunday 14 November 2010

Lost

I'm missing London, mostly materialistic, like my bed, shower, private space, my flat in general. Friends I have there, the routine, and knowledge that I know where things are, where I stand, where I belong.

The last two points are pretty ephemeral, I noted that I don't actually like doing the things I have been training to be an expert at. I know that I can only change so many times in life, and I only have so many chances, but what can I do?

Until then, I will focus on this short term placement, work out what needs to be done and do them, the finish off this slightly longer term PhD. Then be properly lost.

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  1. Chris31 December 2010 at 04:36

    I've been having almost the exact same thoughts the past few nights. Except mine don't stem from missing the place I live as much as not having somewhere to belong. I'm realising that I barely spend any of the money I earn, and yet I really do work fairly hard (not long but hard) to earn it. Imagine if I only earnt what I needed and used the rest of the time for something positive, instead of spending all that time earning cash, just to not enjoy it.

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  2. GLD.31 January 2011 at 17:58

    you didn't really remember for long, did you?

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